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what happened?

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what happened i can't focus on anything my mind feels broken? missing something? I DON'T KNOW and i hate it i'm very self aware of myself like im not that smart and slow on picking up social cues hell i'm terrible at being social in general and sometimes i'm just a dick so why can't i make art anymore i drew daly and for hour on in but now cant draw for five minutes without feel unmotivated, and i have just angry and tried and and don't why i'm so fucking tired and have projects that i want to do but i'm not in the right mental state to do them and art is my life it a huge part of me and can't do it anymore WHY? why CAN'T I DO IT!?

so what am i trying to say? I don't know when i will upload again so im sorry.

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I FEEL BAD

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ok i feel bad i've been really active on twitter and just completely neglecting you guys and gals and i feel bad but i also don't know if anyone is reading this but feel like i should tell you want going on

FIRST: i am going to be a lot more active on twitter then deviantart cuz i just like how it is better at for make friends and just chatting with people so if you want to know me better or be friend im always happy chat

SECOUNT: i will be posting a 7/8 page comic about mental health soon the first 3? pages will come out on the 30th

THIRD:I am not going to post every week like i used to i will post twice a month cuz it give me more time to stack up on art so i can work on my comic AND WILL FINISH IT NO MATTER WHAT!

oh and here's the twitter link https://twitter.com/beardedlion14

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I shouldn't lit fireworks

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story time tomorrow is the 4 of july and my sis and i haven't had the best luck with fireworks we have almost died or horrible injured like last year i lit a firework and one shot up then "boom" it went off no problem but it had more as soon as the first went off the stand fell forward shot out a second ball of light comes and land right next to me and my sis i was on the ground sitting and sis was in a lawn chair when i saw this light land i bolted it and then "boom"! but my sister fell out of her chair thankfully in a way like a shield mean while another ball of light shoots out arks up and flies right above my head and BOOM! right in front of me i just fall flat on the ground and one more ball of light shootout and hits the side of the side of the house but everyone was ok we all voted i should not light fireworks anymore so yeah that my story

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the behind the mask

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there once was two siblings a boy and a girl they were the best of friends they could tell each other anything they would dance,sing,play, cry,laugh,create,love, they were inseparable but one day the girl wandered away from the boy and came back different she looked the same but acted weird the boy couldn't tell at first as the day come and gone it became more and more clear to the boy that the girl he loved and cared for was no more but now a creature that hides behind the girls face more and more sept threw every day that past by but the boy only could see the girl he tried and really tried to see this creature its mask was to good for the boy to see thew until the creature outgrew its mask and the mask broke the monster revealed itself and in that moment the boy had saw what once was a girl of kindness turned into this monster bowed to cause everyone pain and sorrow the boys only thought after the monster revealed itself and ran into the forest was i couldn't self her.



this story isn't perfect but its my story and i wanted to tell it
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i'm sick and tired

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i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired recently my sister and brother both started going to college and my sister got sick and me and my sister pretty close and then my brother and then  the rest of the family got sick and it turns out it's a cold virus' so  yay! it really sucks ill try to get some art out and posted but no promises k.
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